I am completely and utterly exhausted, in both some seemingly difficult and wonderfully good ways. Here is why...
The beginning of the week marked a kairos moment for our family as we finally transitioned to our new city. We have not yet gained possession of our home so we are so blessed to be able to use a friend's home for the first 2 weeks of this adventure. Bright and early Monday morning we arrived a VBS, put on by the church we will be attending. The week was a godsend for the kids as they met new friends, got to have so much fun and learn about God. Even though little man was too young, we hung out, made connections with some of the adults and he stole the hearts and attention from most of the junior high girls that were helping!
We spent our evenings out- a visit with my grandma, a staff BBQ, bringing a meal to new friends who have just adopted a gorgeous 14 month old boy, and a play park visit to the most awesome school play park ( where we also met a family who had adopted their daughter- and just so happened to be the accountant we met with yesterday !). Yesterday, we trekked over to our new daycare providers house for a visit and a play. They love her already and have been asking all day to go back! It is an answer to prayer for all of us....
I think we are all looking forward to the stability and routine of school, activities, and work - as well as our OWN home! So we are to close the deal on our home build in saskatoon today- which will be a relief . It has been such a rough road to this and of course it would not be complete without several more tense moments in the final hours but all seems to be OK now. All in all, it has been a tremendously amazing experience which accomplished to goals we set out to do- have a bigger space in which to continue to grow our family( didn't think it would be a different home but hey!), continue to finance our adoption and learn new skills.
And amidst all this, complete with purchasing new vehicles( due to breakdowns) and settling, we recognize God's faithfulness to our family. We have met several young families already. We have met 4 families who have adopted- one of which just moved here 2 weeks ago, adopted interacially about the same time we did and have 5 kids (of which the 3 year old twins are adopted...same age as little man!)- God's providence. We have spoken to Alberta Adoptive services and they seem readily available to assist us in transitioning our file. We have some decisions to make but they are good and need to be made as a result of our move. We have seen that our new city is more culturally diverse than we first thought and the kids will be connected to a school in China through their school!
Moving is tough, more than tough- I think it breaks your heart in a million pieces. But God is so good. We are truly in awe of how Christ's body works and how we have been encouraged and lifted up in prayer. The last 9 months have been the most difficult of our lives ( I told myself I wouldn't make a list of everything that has gone wrong/crazy) but He has been faithful and will continue to be faithful. We have learned so much. We are exhausted, but rest will come. And this adventure will only continue and we are looking forward to seeing how it unfolds in the next chapter.
blessings,
candra
moving forward. lending my voice. to a whole lot of things that were put on my path.
Friday, August 24, 2012
The next chapter begins...
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
You and me together
Let me just say tonite...one thing. I am so thankful for my husband. A week from tomorrow is our 14 th wedding anniversary. And 19 years of knowing my best friend. We are stronger than ever- I love him with all that I am. And through the craziness and journey of this life, there is no better companion. Thanks Riley for making the good times phenomenal and the tough times more than bearable.
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
By faith...living life
I promise I will post about our holiday soon - it was fabulous...maybe more than fabulous- epic. but for now I am going to lay it out there. It has not been an easy month. we have had more ups and downs than I have ever experienced before.
Ups
Tofino with the family and great friends
Relaxing and needed time in Vernon with family's and friends
Going "home" to Waterton National Park complete with ice cream and hiking
Hanging out with family and sleeping in a warm place at a family reunion.
Downs
2 offers and 2 almost offers that have fallen through on our home
More delays on the adoption front
Not yet having a place to call home in our new community
Blowing a tire at 11:30 at night just outside of Kamploops ( an hour from our destination)
Fevers for the kids to end Waterton
A contagious virus for my 2 little ones
A hiccup in our most recent offer with our house ( still alive though!)
A flu bug with my littlest
Having our family separated by distance as my husband starts his new position
A verse/ passage that came to mind today was Hebrews 11. By faith. A famous passage that is used many times in sermons, illustrations, and other speeches. IT is a Biblical Hall of fame. But it also spoke to me. I don't think I have ever lived on more faith than I have right now...and I am learning that faith is a growing thing. I don't think I will ever arrive but rather learn to trust God more and lean on Him more.
I will admit it. Am a rather independent person who like to organize, plan and set goals. I can be flexible though and go with the flow... When I know what the end goal is! this last season has been so different than any of that. Even with my goal setting, plan making and organization- it has not worked out the way I thought it should. By faith. There is a purpose in all this. learning to live by faith. Recognizing and valuing the importance of friends and family as we crash at different people's houses, living out of our van for a month and enjoying it, seeing the life giving value of being interdependent sometimes, and trusting that it will work out. These are learning points of this last season. Really, really hard to learn some days.
So we will keep going- Riley and I have tried to live by this saying
" I want to live life with you, not be distracted by it"
And that we will. To end... Living life in Tofino!
Blessings,
Candra